when i close my eyes... the pain goes away
my fears, my problems, everything that is bad to me, is not there
when i sleep, i feel fine cuz im at a world that is no hostile to me
bad thing of it... its only 8 hours
worst thing... i cant dream on that world
saddest thing... my hearth hurts
depresivest thing... i have to awake again to this pain
only thing i wish... is to not awake... not open my eyes... it hurts... dont... let me... awake.... dont make... me awake... i ... want... to... sta...y ... as.... l...e...ee..p